10.09.24 Lim Jeong Hee - Would Never Be Real MV Teaser starring JoKwon.. & the Afterthoughts

And the teaser is finally revealed.

At exactly 12:01 am today Big Hit Entertainment revealed the first teaser for Lim Jeong Hee's title track off the Mini Album for her comeback entitled "Would Never Be Real" and it is officially publicized now that the main male actor for the music video is JoKwon of 2AM.

Although it had been hinted a while back in the "On The Road to Break Up" teaser that Kwon will indeed be starring in a music video,it was never made clear for which music video it was going to be.Originally I had thoughts and hopes that it will be for the song OTWTBU itself but after Big Hit released the Recording Session MV for that song I realized that it had to be for Lim Jeong Hee's title track and not the duet.But who knows,maybe Hitman Bang has some other twists up his sleeve about this?Only time will tell.

But let's not get side-tracked here.Let us focus on the most important thing right now - how breathtakingly amazing JoKwon is in the teaser.How different,yet still very much the same.How just when you think you've known enough about him he keeps on surprising you with new sides that you've only thought might exist within him;a new depth of his persona.

That he can become what he became in the music video is somewhat a personal satisfaction for me.As a fan,it sometimes pain me when I heard of how people think of JoKwon as only what they've seen on certain tv shows, or that those few minutes clips of him dancing kkap is all there is to him.It is sad when people forget that there are more dimensions to the guy than those mere moments they chanced upon him.They forgot than beyond the image of KkapKwon there could possibly be a soulful,extremely talented young man with an intelligent,matured personality who has experienced the ups and downs of life in more ways you can imagine; a person who had at one point had became so jaded he refused to allow new people he meet into his heart because he had felt too much hurt by doing that, and a person who despite all the crappy things he went through somehow still managed to bring a positive energy to the people surrounding him and were always looking up to him for strength,guidance and confidence.And a guy who always give his best at something he's doing.

I won't talk much about how handsome he is in the teaser because he does look very handsome.And I won't spazz too long about how that beautiful suit fits him like a dream because it really does.And I don't think I need to explain how that look he has in the teaser had shaken the hearts of Noona fans everywhere (yours truly included) because it did..overwhelmingly.Okay..so maybe I will be doing those exact things sometimes later.At the moment though all I want to do is to share the sentiments that this little teaser felt like some sort of a small victory for myself.Because it made people questioned if  the JoKwon they see in the teaser is the very same guy who excellently danced a parody to Miss A's song earlier this evening.Because it made some other people uncomfortable and questioned themselves,wondering if that JoKwon should be doing this kind of thing when he should just dance Kkap all the time.

 

 

On the day that he finished working on this MV, JoKwon tweeted  photos of his bloated hands and feet after he was done and was finally heading home. Obviously it was a result of all those long underwater shooting.Was it around 3am Korean time?Or was it at 2am?I can't recall it exactly but it was definitely at an ungodly hour, signifying yet another day of non-stop working and no sleeping for our favourite guy.Some people who didn't get what he tweeted about was wondering if he's just being funny and weird(some point blank laughingly tweeted back to him asking if he's crazy) whereas the ones who did understand felt an unexplainable aching in their hearts - a mixture of feeling sorry that he has to work so hard when he doesn't really have to, feeling helpless that there's nothing to be done that could help him feel better,feeling pleased that he's given such a great chance to show off his personal talent,a feeling of respect and admiration at his professionalism and high-level commitment.

And this for me was the crystallizing moment that emphasizes how it would be to look at JoKwon only on the surface and accept whatever was presented to you and then rest easy,and what would happen if we take the time to look a little more closer at him, and the other different things we will discover about him then.And as somebody who had chosen to call herself a fan of Kwon,I am glad that this teaser is finally revealed and that Kwon gets a new opportunity to share with people another side of him that will allow people to learn more about him.

Kwon-ah,you've worked hard and you did well.Being your fan is like taking a plunge into the unknown, but it's okay because while I'm on this ride I have a feeling I won't ever be bored of it.Discovering more of you will be a journey I will enjoy to the very end,wherever that end may be.