10.10.02 2AM JoKwon @ Citizen's Festival Photos

 

It's my birthday today and I had a lovely time but then I just had to read some depressing fanaccounts from the ChangWon event tonight.Kwon who still hasn't recovered from his cold had to perform on stage with heavy rain pouring on him,and according to fans who attended this is a first time where he gave practically NO fanservice to them and throughout the total of 3 stages that AM did for the show( 2 rehearsals+1 real performance) he smiled only ONCE,and it was only a small smile during introduction.It's almost like he wasn't even himself.And this the same JoKwon who tried and gave his all for everything that he does(and for Kwon the ultimate Profesional that he is -means smiling brightly onstage when greeting the crowd despite being sick,and being lively when a few hours ago you were just consoling your best friend at her father's funeral service) and the same Kwon who is a legend when it comes to fanservice!For him to be acting that way tonight,he must have been at his limits.Tsk,if fans prediction was right he probably didn't even sleep the whole night yesterday because of work,YET again and then you're telling me that today from 2pm straight until around 9pm he was having rehearsals and then singing in the rain?!

This was Kwon during rehearsals.Probably didn't want the fans to see his bloated eyes.T_T

 And this was him during the real performance.Not much of a difference is there?Sobs.

For more pics,click on the thumbnails:

[photo credits: as labelled,dcmarried,bestiz]

Darn it,I am seriously worried and scared for him and the rest of the guys' health conditions.If everything is going according to plan they should be ready to go and shoot their new album cover and also music video for their title track soon,but at the rate they are going right now I just gonna try and think positive in hoping that NONE of them would just one day faint at any show set anywhere and then be hospitalized or something.Like seriously Big Hit Entertainment,don't think you think the guys are being a bit TOO overworked right now?Especially Kwon,who has the most amount of personal schedule out of all four of them.I'd understand it for certain tv shows where they are regular casts that it can't be avoided but what about all those festivals and events you guys keep sending them to perform at?Haven't they done enough for now?!Like,it's only about ONE month before their full album comeback,shouldn't they be resting and laying low and you know,build an air of mystery surrounding them or something?!I swear,during the promotions of Can't Let You Go Even If I Die Changminnie had a lot of tough days for his vocal conditions because of his lack of rest,and I do not want the same situation repeating again this time (especially since he is STILL doing gigs as part of HOMME) and especially not for our Kwonnie.

Please let Kwon have some rest now.Empty his schedule for like 3 days;3 straight days with nothing to do,at the very least..something that can give him a sense of taking a break from his workload.I want to see him gain some more weight before the comeback,and I want to see him sing those new songs in the best condition he could possibly be in.Kwon-ah please take good care of yourself,you know we fans love you right?My heart breaks looking at the lifeless Kwon in the photos tonight and I can't stand his blank gaze.You try so hard and put up smiling photos of yourself on your Twitter Kwonnie,but there are times when your fans can just tell.And this time..well I guess even JoKwon is human after all.

There are still no fancams from this event but even if there were I'm not sure I want to watch it.Fans who have it probably don't even have the heart to show it to other Kwonholics anyway.Sighs.

Damn this was an upsetting entry to write.